I slept in a little bit. Well I should say, I tossed and turned until about 8.30 am, with brief interludes of sleep. It really wouldn’t have made much difference if I got up or if I had of kept pretending to be asleep, I didn’t do much with the day. Hubby was the hero of the day and did some housework.

I visited Art for Kids Hub so that I could say I did something. I chose How to Draw An Ice Skater. I’ve really been enjoying these easy cartoon sketches. They’re definitely helping build some ideas for the Penguin Project.
I tried to do a little more drawing but I find it very hard to concentrate when hubby is home.
So yesterday I didn’t write anything and it felt weird. I knew I couldn’t write how I was feeling because I knew it was irrational and I really didn’t want anyone to worry.
Yesterday I was doing the normal Sunday WoW thing and once again it was missing something. It was different to the last few weeks, in that, I had a couple of ‘new friends’ (friends of a friend) join us. That made for some easy dungeons but by the third dungeon, one of the guys kept calling me on all the mistakes I was making. I knew that it was tongue in cheek and he really didn’t mean anything by it but it sucked nonetheless.
I was annoyed at myself for letting nothing turn into something and then to let it really affect my mood. Of course that made the whole thing feel worse. The smallest things can sometimes flip the depression switch and a harmless comment can turn into hours of obsessive thinking and days of sadness.
I’m just going to try and stay as distracted as possible this week. I don’t know how to deal with my head right now.
I hope the upcoming weeks is filled with happiness, family, good times and creativity.
Tilly
Hang in there- I find the holidays 2 b very stressful- no matter if you’re dealing with cold gloomy weather- or incinerating heat.
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Thanks for the support. It means a lot. We have another ‘heatwave’ day coming up tomorrow. Could definitely use some of that cold gloomy weather!
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Yeah- I do not envy you guys. I actually like cool rainy days in winter- esp when it gets foggy. We had a un peu neige the other day 2- didn’t stick around very long. Stay cool!
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I relate to you all too much! I can’t share it all out here, but know you are not alone, and it is healthy to share, many of us empathize!
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Sharing is very hard for me. I was hoping that writing this blog would let me be a little freer. I really appreciate your comment and support. Thank you.
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