Day 113

The day started just after 5.30 am. Hubby had to start work early and I wanted to get up to keep him company. Once he’d left for work I did a little singing. I’ve had the song ‘California Numb‘ by Cloves, stuck in my head. Mainly the line; ‘I don’t like my fate, or how I’m turning out. I am in over my head’. That has been on repeat in my head all day.

I got to my workout earlier hoping that it would distract me. I was slow and unfocused. I got through it but not a day I am proud of.

After that I was feeling too tired to focus and decided to head back to bed to try and sleep away the feels. Sleeping was so lovely.

I woke and got some housework out of the way. Then it was on to French. My mood was still rather flat and in some ways I just went into auto pilot and got a lot right. I didn’t bother with flirty words, I feel my flirt fuse has fizzled out.

Today’s drawing challenge topic; stars in the sky. This felt like a difficult draw using only grey pencil. I had no concept of how to draw a star either. I really can’t focus today.

All challenge drawings can be found here…
40 Day Drawing Challenge on Three Peas, One Pod

I hope my focus returns to me. This week is sure becoming a week that I’m not proud of. If I haven’t said it yet, UGH!

I hope your week is free from awkward moments and bad feels. May smiles and joy be abundant for you and your family.


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Tilly Collins

I'm on a life changing journey to 40. There will be ups, there will be downs. I'm like a roller coaster but with more agoraphobia.

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