Today was a rest day and like the last three Sundays, I felt bleh. I didn’t feel guilty for not doing things but I just felt…. bleh. Little things started to annoy me, emotions ran high and by afternoon I just cried. I thought I’d been making some great ground in the happy department but today has felt a lot like before. The smallest of things feel like they could defeat me.
For hubby and I, this weeks happy list wraps up in a few short hours. I didn’t get everything finished this week. I’m not disappointed at my efforts. I spent many hours arts and crafting, I’ve made good ground on two stories, I got a little extra sleep, my legs are soft and my hair is brushed. I’m developing habits in areas I haven’t wanted to. Next week I’m definitely making it a little easier on myself.
After dinner I did my French revision and finished the drawing I had started yesterday.
Day 8: Discuss a moment when you felt most satisfied with your life.
I can honestly say I have never been satisfied with my life. Good things have happened to me. I had a magical wedding. The day I met wifey in person after 4 years was amazing. I’ve had money. I’ve travelled in luxury on a cruise ship. Underneath all those moment, I have never been satisfied with myself, which means I look back and think of how things could have been different.
I hope that sometime in the next couple of years I will truly understand what it means to be satisfied with your life.
Tomorrow is a another day and it will be a better day. It is decided.