Day 49

The day all started pretty normal. I battled my brain through another round of meditation. I pushed myself hard through two workouts. I spent a little too much time gaming. Then tried to get some knitting done but it’s just too dark in the living room. Waiting on hubby to fix the light or an electrician that we can’t afford.

I’m feeling really flat. We’ve had money worries for some time but they got a little more intense today. We had to spend a good chunk of savings on debts. We’re now three steps further away from getting any of the home projects done.

My depression is getting overwhelming. I’m feeling unfocused and not creative. The only thing I want to do is sleep. I’m disappointed that I’ve let myself drift back here. It’s all just too much.

Here’s Day 16 of the writing challenge. If you’d like to see the full challenge details, click here. All 30 days will be posted here.

Day 16: Something that you miss

I miss my mum. When things feel bad I wish I had her to talk to. I need a hug. I need her to tell me it’s all going to be okay, that I’m going to be okay.


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Tilly Collins

I'm on a life changing journey to 40. There will be ups, there will be downs. I'm like a roller coaster but with more agoraphobia.

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