Today has been a bit of a weird day. I woke up late and started the morning pretty chill.
I was watching a reality TV show recorded in 2014. A scene came on where they revealed one of the people had passed away. I didn’t know the show was so old and I had not heard of his passing prior to the airing today. This person kinda looked like my dad so upon hearing he had died, I just… sobbed. I didn’t cry like that when my dad actually passed away but this complete stranger made me break.
Worst part is, when I was telling someone about it, I got incredibly upset again. Not sure how to deal with that yet.
Other than that I was feeling a bit under the weather, so spent most of the day relaxed or napping. I’m trying to take care of myself so I can get back to fixing my life.
Tilly
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